All I have to say is, I have seriously been enjoying this summer vacation so far. I don’t have to deal with the people that I pretend to like but secretly despise. There are a few I could name right now, but I won’t.
I’m sick of the fake people. I’m sick of the divas and the drama queens and the annoying people that act like my friend even though I know they are far from being one. There will always be people in this world that I’m not going to like or get along with, but I can’t imagine being as angry at people as I am whenever I enter that school building.
There’s the girl that got her first boyfriend and then completely ditched her best friend, the girl who has everyone fooled about her supposed innocence, the girls who sleep around and then brag about it (as if carrying STDs is cool), the people that cheat and get away with it, the ex boyfriends that make me wonder why I was ever attracted to them in the first place, the girl with the most annoying voice in the world, the girl who feels the need to tell her life story to everyone she meets, girls who wear wayyyyy too much makeup, and then there are the people that I just know so much shit about and can’t look at the same ever again. I know something about nearly every girl in my grade and it really makes it challenging to get along with any of them. I mostly pretend.
I’m not perfect. I know that. But these people either know that I secretly don’t like them or secretly don’t like me. Either way, it’s been a peaceful summer just hanging out with my good friends. It doesn’t break my heart to know that I’m not included in anyone’s shenanigans. There is one friend that I feel bad about for not talking to in a long time. But, I stopped making an effort and found that I was the only one out of the two of us that was truly trying. She got a car and suddenly became extremely popular to everyone that needed a ride home. It’s sad, too, because she lives near me. But, I’d rather not hang out with someone who hangs out with people that I truly believe to be idiots. I’d much rather hang out with my Katiekins.
I just have to make it through one more year and then a year of dances with Robby. It’ll be great though, because 5 of my best friends are still around. And I love them to death.